Hii all!

Yesterday, I had
CCA till 6pm.
>.<
I felt so giddy
& my chest hurts.

I noe that thats the
last training b4
tournament.

So i put in all
of my effort in it.

NeitherdidI expect
that we ran 1
whole round around the
school.

Nevermindthat,
After we ran,
coach asked us if
we did put effort
in it.

I said yes.

But most of the
others said
that
They didn't.

Ouch.

We had to run again.

Ouch.

Nevermind.

Today,
I went to school
at the ultra
wrong timing.

When i was
at the atrium,

"Carmen?"

I heard.
It was my form tcher.

He had a ultra big
blue bag
that he brought
to school everyday.

"Can you help me put
this bag at where I sit everyday?"

You cant expect me to
say,

"No, I cant help you
with that."

Nevertheless,

"Ohkay."

I said instead.
B4 he put it on
my hand,
he told me that
its QUITE heavy.

When he walked away,
I thought,

Its not QUITE heavy,
Its

EXTREMELY

heavy.

Damn it.

NOw for the good news!

I took my jersey today!
It looks ultra nice!
Lucky they did not choose
the pink barcode.

Its red in color,
black in words!

EXTREMELY

beautiful.

I love it!

Cant wait to wear it!!!


I guess....

Life can fool us, but it can also give us LOTS of surprises.

hehehe...

I've finally got rid
of the branded sportshoe
from my wishlist!
Its FILA.
Its feels very nice.
Its totally diff
from the normal
$20 sport shoe!
>.<
I also biught
a KAPPA bag,
fila socks
& a nike water bottle!

I guess...

Life can be perfect memories...

Life's unfair...

I only wanted a branded
sport shoe.
I'm sure thats
not too much to
ask for.
but my mom
went all crazy
when we were in
that shop.
Shouted, scolded
at me.
>.<
IN PUBLIC>

I didnt bought the
shoe afterall.

I'm sure she wants
to save.
But not in this way.

I guess...

Life's unfair...

I miss you.....

I miss my daddy...
I went swimming yesterday.
At the lazypool TT
was drowning at
every 3 minutes...
And we were always
worried
and helped her up
every time it happens.
And I sometimes
slipped in the water
but I have to help
myself up.

For the first few rounds,
It was ohkay.

but i dunno why
it suddenly hit
me,
a strange
kind of
feeling,

I guess its

jealousy.

When my dad's still in this
world,
he would do the same to me.
I wouldn't have helped
myself up.
I would have a shoulder
to lean on...

I guess...

this is fated for me...

Hellos.

I love eating Sakura,
Ichiban, and
all sorts of nice food!

Today I went to
Pioneer road
or somewhere around
there.

I went there to swim.
With Zhe bin a.k.a ZB
& Tong Tong a.k.a TT

We first swam in the pool.
(I actually 4got how to swim!)
Than we went into the lazypool.
Afterthat, We went to play
the gigantic blue slide.
I didnt dare to
slide in it at first,
But i did went
in afterall.
It was fun.

We went there around 2 times.
& we went bac to lazypool.
And swam again.
And went lazypool
& went to the slide 4 1 time.

That was also the last time
I sat on it 4 today.
The slide gave me a "souvenir"
Guess what it is?



It turned my
Perfect swimsuit
to a
swimsuit which
has three holes.

It also scratched
my skin!
It was so pain!!!!

It was around 5.50 than.
We went to play the
lazypool for 4 rounds
and we ate

SAKURA!!


I guess....

Life has its ups and downs...

Why oh Why?

Why must we listen to
Our elders
when they dont even
care about us?
Dont care of our hunger,
Our interest,
And our FEELINGS?
Its so unfair.
I miss the times
when my dad's
around...
Its perfect memories...
Now she isn't supportive
of me playing netball.

Here I am studying very
HARD.
And striving
for at least a medal
for netball.

Example of NOT caring abt me:
(Like TOday)_
I reached home at abt 6.30PM
I was hungry.
Wanted to eat dinner straight
Away,
But she insisted on me
taking a bath_
totally UNFAIR!!!!
I showed a black face,( If she can,
why cant I)
And said that if I die of hunger,
also nobody care!
Than i went
to take a bath SLOWLY
on PURPOSE>
After that I went to eat
my dinner without showing her my head.

I guess...

Its just life.

2nd time!

Hellos.
Now i am at home!
It was so thrilling!
Mr Lee so good
NOt like Mr Low( or whatever u spell it )
Say save electricity.
Than in the end off
the lights
only the lights.
=]
He told us ghost stories.
Which gave me goose bumps.
After that,
me,Xin Yi ,
Manisha and Julia,
played truth or dare.
when the bottle pointed
to me,
I said i wanted truth but
I changed my mind to
DARE.
They called me to shout
" I AM CARMEN CHEE LI MIN"
out loud at the corridoor.
I did it of course but the
corridoor too noisy.
Cheese!

ohkay,
thats all for now.
byebyes!

Hi all!

I in school now!!! {In computer lap}
:) firsttime log in in School!
My form tcher no come.
Mr Lee bring us in.
So cool!
Today is quite okay....
I think...
until now..
Dun knoe whats up 4 me later
in the day.
Last exam just ended!
ok byebyes!

Signing out!