I miss you.....

I miss my daddy...
I went swimming yesterday.
At the lazypool TT
was drowning at
every 3 minutes...
And we were always
worried
and helped her up
every time it happens.
And I sometimes
slipped in the water
but I have to help
myself up.

For the first few rounds,
It was ohkay.

but i dunno why
it suddenly hit
me,
a strange
kind of
feeling,

I guess its

jealousy.

When my dad's still in this
world,
he would do the same to me.
I wouldn't have helped
myself up.
I would have a shoulder
to lean on...

I guess...

this is fated for me...