failure..always it..

i am such a failure..
i cant do things well..
why am i hidin them away?

they are still there isn't it?

dunno why i try so hard
jus to make myself laugh?

tot tht was bein
optimistic..

bt, it doesnt look like it..

trying to be
a joker everyday..

thts nt th real me,is it?

i dunno wht to do..
tryin to hide my fears..

wht th heck am i doing?

I am changin..badly..
its still in my head..
still cant det rid of them..

why am i acting like
i dont care??

i dunno..really dun..

its really a big blow to me..
WHY AM I STILL HIDING THEM?
NOW I AM TRYING TO BE A
BIG JOKER.

always one,isnt it?
always tot tht as long
as i dun let a tear out of me
is being op.

now heres th truth,
ITS NOT!

my mom keeps sayin tht
i am useless,
a good-4-nth.

i kip rebelling.
and now,
th truth is out,
I AM USELESS!
I AM A GOOD_4_NTH!

thts th truth.